Saya menangis hari ini :(

Petang semalam, my bestie masa kat U texted me

"Let me know when u r free darling. I need to talk"

But semalam me ade training and tak smepat nak reply back to her

So what I did

First thing in the morning, me called her

Me: "Are you convenient to talk? Ko dah bangun tido ker?"

She: "Aku tengah siap2 ni, nak kuar"

Me: "Uiks, takkan ko dah keje. Ko kan baru operate last week. Takkan kejap benar dokter bagi MC"

She: "MC aku sampai 9/2 tapi aku ader hal. Kene gi pejabat agama"

Me: Tersenyap kejap. "What happened? Are you getting a divorced? Did he choosed the other woman??"

She: Dengan suara sebak. "Dia dah lafaz pon. Masa aku still dalam ward. Bukan sebab the third person. Tapi perangai baran dia tuh"

Me memang tersenyap and terus menangis bersama dia

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan

Tak tahu apa nk cakap...

Will be there next morning

To hug her

To lend her my shoulder

To see her children


From another perspective, I dont see divorce as a bad thing

If the relationship have been a liability instead of an asset

Why not you let it go

I've seen people who become happier person after that

A better single parent than having both that only put a conflict on how to raise a child according to respective point of view

I wont give her shit like "Fikir pasal anak anak" sebab sebelom KITA nak bahagiakan anak2, KITA sendiri kene pastikan diri kita bahagia